11:00am CDT - Wake up call day. This should have happened long before now but here it is finally slapping me in the face. Threw my rules out the window on a final short TF sequence and ended up with twice my max size on and a stop so wide it could never get hit. You know what happened from there.
With my larger of two accounts now below $20k, it's time to take a hard look at what I'm doing and why my head keeps coming unscrewed. I think the main thing my psychological demons boil down to is I'm not convinced I have an edge/positive expectancy. WTF!? Why the hell am I trading then? So I will stop. Not sure how long but as long as it takes. I'll update when I can, perhaps even with some SIM trading results if I decide to go that route before getting back on the horse.
Net breakdown (contracts traded):
ZS -$336(2), TF -$2092(16)
RESULTS FOR DAY |
Contracts: | 18 |
Net $P/L: |
-2428 |
Wins: |
5 |
Losses: |
9 |
Win%: | 36 |
Avg$Win: |
161 |
Avg$Loss: |
-359 |